the only time that no means yes
is when we’ve beaten a dead horse
on the topic of consensual nonconsent

we’ve talked about safe words
we’ve discussed a plan
we’ve hammered out the hard limits
at least three times
surely no less than!

what’s that you say?
my clothes are on tight?
my ass is just begging
for your rough treatment tonight?

fuck you i say
i wear what i want
in this age of enlightenment
how could you think
that’s alright?

i don’t even know you
sure, you were good for a flirt
but i’ve decided i’m not interested
why don’t you just give it a quick jerk?

move on to the next girl
take the fucking hint
i’m not into what you’re offering
not anxious to be treated
like your pocket lint

cum in and cast off
as quick as you please
sod off you fecker
it’s my fucking prerogative
to tease

i’m telling you no
that’s firm
and it’s pat
take a fucking hike pal
let’s leave it at that
——-

it’s the day after
i’m laying in bed
you ripped out my soul
and left me for dead
i hate everything
i hate you
and the world
i hate myself
and being a girl
you took from me
what i never
ever
wanted to give
you wounded me
i’m not even sure
that i still want to live
there is within me
though
this core
a reserve
it a dark place
but ohhhh
does she burn…
brightly
– so bright –
and, white hot!
it’s murder for you
– revenge –
is all that i got.
fuck this!
fuck you!
and fuck what you took!
i’ll not play the victim
– and if you thought I would,
you’re sorely mistook
go ahead
say what you want
call me a bitch
a whore
or even a cunt
i don’t care
you worthless piece of shit
i told you no
and now
you’re truly in for it
I swear on my blood
i swear on this day
no matter how long
in the end
you will pay
like the gypsies,
i lay on you this curse
i swear i will not rest
until i see your body riding
the back of a hurse
i picture you in maggots
i picture you in death
your rotting corpse
my only happiness
when your life burns
and your body crashes
like the phoenix
finally
i’ll rise from your ashes
©2015 Kat Crimson

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Gloria Minor-Fridley

Wow that was powerful.

KatCrimson
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Thank you Gloria, I was asked by Love Revealed to write a couple pieces to help spread awareness about sexual assault for SAAM, this is one if them.

persoinpoesia2015
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Intense. Read with a heavy heart for this abuse. Powerfully written.

KatCrimson
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thank you, glad it evoked something for you